Need some difference in my life....

          Living in small country where nothing interesting is happening among normal people who are live every day the same in boring.... Every night and day when I have time to think, I'm asking myself  "what I'm still doing here?! Why don't I go somewhere...? Somewhere where live isn't that boring..?". I tell you why.! Is it because I want to much? Because I'm the youngest child in my family? Maybe... But I think that live is to short so we have to try new things! We should make our dreams come true ! What is standing on my way? Of course PARENTS. Always when I tell them that I want to try something different they say : "You are young and stupid! Your life is amazing. We gave you so much and we still doing everything to give you more... That what you see on TV watching that films is not true"

          Like average teenager I watch a lot of films. That what my parents say for me is stupid! I agree that they give me more but I need only one... Only one to be happy. It's not that much... I want to leave Poland and go to England or USA. I want to go to english school and meet new people. Of course I also want to meet cute boy and have great days with him but in Poland there only some cool guys. 

          If I'm not right that isn't the end of world. I just want to find out the hard way that there in not better in other places... Have you ever been to Poland? Do you even know where Poland is? I'm not a patriot and I don't care about my country. Maybe you think I'm wird... No! I'm just teenager who wants to get to know the world. At least only part of it...

          What can I do in small city Zakopane in small country Poland? I live in mountains so in winter I'm skiing very often. It's cool when people know you and recognize you so last winter I started to do some freestyle tricks. I was also on freestyle course. I hope that I will be still doing that because it's great fun! Anyways..It's next problem of my parents! " It's dangerous!", " You don't have time to do it! You have to learn and go to school" or " You like it only for one season. Next year you will leave your freestyle skis. You will get tired of it". Then I tell them " Maybe it will bored me! Maybe not! But I have to try to find this what I want, what I can and what enjoys me!". I want to learn ! I want to have good job in the future but having a passion or just a hobby is great.

         I'm also in highlander band. We dance and sing songs of our region. It's cool but I don't want to do it all my life. I prefare to sing normal songs. Maybe I show you my recording. First I have to be certain that there is someone who want to read my blog. I don't do it to write for nothing. I want to get know somebody nice with I will can write. 

         Now I'm 14. When I will be 16 I will go to London for 2 weeks or for a month in ordet to learn english :) Maybe someone who will read my blog and who lives in London will want to meet me in London. It woluld be nice :D I just have to earn money in 2 years time and I will go there ! For sure! :) I woluld like to go there to school when I will be older but I heard that schools in GB are expensive. 

         Please, if you are reading my blog, if you are my age or just close, if you live in GB write to me :) It will be nice for me.